THE PURPOSES OF LIFE

How long I've been quiet?... Since the Lockdown all over the country 

I've been doing nothing much except for my homeschool work 

apart from basic need such as eat and sleep...

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The clock's ticking... 

Stranded in my home for about a year now from my boarding school 

teach me a bout a lesson in life about commitments...

Wake up in the morning at 7.00 A.M sometimes I missed my Subhi prayer...

Checking out my handphone for any news from my friends far away and E-mails

about new assigments from my class from home school...

After that I opened my personal laptop (given to me after much agreements)

At first I used it to ease me doing on school's assignment,

to help me study, searching for material in Internet...

And then I've slowly becomed straying... 

10 A.M...

I've discovered a lot of things...

You can't imagined how much knowledges I've founded in it...

It's not only helped me with informations, 

in fact amusements without boundaries...

One of my favorite's watching Anime... 

And it's a lot of them... Free to explore...

I've reaching 760 episodes of One Piece streaming it online...

I'd watched so much to that I can't quit it now...

12.00.P.M

It's time I take a late bath although I know it's lack of discipline...

Since the quarantine I;ve been introduced by an online game called 

ROBLOX...

It's an online community games with a lot of avatar to choose from...

And it's eventually send me to the alternate world without border... 

Why is this lego-like game changing my teen-life to anxieties?

I'll show you...

2.00 P.M

I can't stop playing it... Everytime I pass it direct me to the next level...

It showed me a new devices, a new fabulous customes, 

a new magical era, a new enchanted domain yet to strike...

POWER AND CONQUER!

4.00 P.M

I've played for about 4 hours now?... And it's still miles to go...

Did I ate my breakfast? Did I brushed my teeths?

It's pastime for lunch now but I'm still going...

I DON'T WANT TO MISS A THING!

6.00 P.M

AAARRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!

ROBLOX IS 'KILLING' ME!

8.00 P.M

I'm still keep going... No matter what, no matter how,

I've got to finish this level...

My mom's starting to shout...

My parent getting fed up reminding me...

Did I missed again my maghrib prayer?

I can't remember... What I know is...

I've got to keep going... There's so much to do!

10.00 P.M

It's getting hard to concentrate... 

My mind's mingling with routes and options...

My homeworks's getting a bundles unfinished but I'm just didn't cares...

My stomach's growling... Have I eaten my dinner? 

But the game's getting intense in every minutes... 

What's left of me?... Skin and bones?...

Would I turning... into a Zombi?

12.00 A.M

Head's getting dizzy, Eyes getting sleepy...

All my fingers aches to retire... But my brain said otherwise...

Should I move on the neverending battle? Or should I laid to rest?...

My back's killing me... I've choosen the painful path in a useless universe...

I've messed up for real...

2.00 A.M

WHAT?! It's early morning already?!

But I've just succeeded finished the levels *&*&%$# 

after repeated playing it for the +100th times...

Emotional distress got into me so I close my reddish eyes...

This time I never regain conscious...

Totally shutdown for good...

It's raining outside... I woke up shiver and confused...

As the laptop still operating with the game still on...

My hand shaking as my brain generating to moves on...

I question my sanity which one do I prefer... 

What time is it?...

Once again I ask myself...

WHAT'S THE PURPOSE IN LIFE?

Was it all about emotions or obligation?

Do we get the right to choose our path?

Having fun and glory till the end?... 

Or work for gains to live?...

And the cycle continues...

BULLET VS RHINO

TWO of the most powerful existence encounter by nature...

One of them is lifeless while other a majestic animal ever to roams on earth...

Which one is the finest at destined chosen for as the moral quality...

WHICH ONE DO YOU CHOOSE?

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CREATION AND MADE...

Rhino is God's magnificent creature inhabited in the continent of Africa

and Sumatran... It lives in tropical forest and  swamp in Asia.

One of the biggest in animal kingdom in massive weights and strength.

It bodily armored heavily thick skin protected it from other dangerous predator...

Alas a small brain restraint it to be the most potent creature...

'The life of bullets' From Lord Of War (2005)

Bullet was made from variety of metal particularly of lead alloy; and also from rubber...

  Manufactures in mass production for only one purpose...To kill and to ease...

Bullet was invented by us... A quest to end in quick and easy... It's got no mind...

GIFT... OR CURSE...

Casually wash up your hair... Or you'll end up like this...

Rhino's gifted with horn on it snout made from hard keratin same as our nail or hair... 

This precious crown designated  for as a weapon or defend it from other hostile...

Bullet and blood... A finest attachment.

Bullet was mean to kill... 

It shape curved designed for to penetrate sharply into the living body... 

Marked only by a tiny hole to shown the objective's accomplishment.

DIET AND REST...

A varieties  flowers of bullets...

Bullet only diet on pain... Blood and misery to be exact.

Whatever the target is it'll leave no remorse...

It stay inside permanently until a post-mortem conducted.

Rhino are herbivores... Strictly diet on plant matter,grass,shrubs and trees...

Rhino munching at night from dusk till dawn...

It need about a hundred pounds of food before it satisfied...

SPEED AND COURAGE...

Rhino's charging can reach up to 50- 55 mp/h...

When it run nothing could withstand on it path...

Only a cloud of dust and punctured soil stained from this gutsy beast...

Bullet can travel up to 1,700 mp/h...

Bullet velocity can reach a distance varied from 180-1500 meters persec.

It relied on air resistance, the accuracy of the gun and barrel, and human skill.

Trajectory's crucial as it spinning widely before it reach it mark...

FEEL AND SENSES...

Rhino's  officially blind... Naturally with terrible eyesight it depend 

on it fantastic hearing and sense of smell... 

It get bewildered easily and charging for other object or being that spooked them...

Rhino do feel pain... It can get hurt and be killed...

Bullet has no senses whatsoever... 

It's only reacted to whatever we aim for...

We're it sensory point by a flick of our finger to end it all...

The ballistic determined that accurate bulleye...

CRASH AND BURN...

The heat of Africa gather a crash of rhinos into the muddy pool...

Alas not in socialite beast merely the torrid keep them incorporated...

Watch out for it poop as  a sign of reserved as Rhino is absolute territorial animal...

Bullet never sleep... It's always on duty casing in cartridge or magazine

objective's to make impact perching trough any skin...

It's only rest at ease after no breathing's indicate...

REMEDY AND TRIUMPH...

Whether for cure or trophy... Trust me... It ain't worth it.

As verified Rhino's horn is made of only keratin...

A false myth claimed it could cured cases of sickness or aphrodisiac...

A despaired traditional method scheming for money and ritual...

Jurisdiction stated you need gun for protection... From other gunner likes you...

Bullet's truly a medicine for power...

Citizen'll bow down if weapon's raised...

A modern system to arise as the people's champion...

COMPANION...

Merely the Oxpecker's a species of bird helpful to the solitary Rhino...

It pecked on parasite bugs pesky in rhino's skin and act as alarm of any potential danger...

They're living together in peaceful and harmony trusting on each other...

Forever alone... Deep in the heart...

Bullet has no friend... It's only associate with our urge to terminate...

Make no mistake as it could take you down too...

It had no feeling to expose after a successful kill...

FATE AND BELIEVE...

Stark and shiny... A beautiful lethal instrument...

Bullet's fortune looking very bright. Every conflict demanded for it.

It life's recycling on continuous aggression as long as we keep quarreling with each other...

It could start a warfare or end it whatever assigned...

It'll stop at nothing. Its will return.

Eventually... Only in museum's the safest place...

Rhino's status uncertain... It could end instantly if inhumanity has no borders...

Whether by sheer greed or driven by force to lives lavishly for survival...

Rhino's a mighty animal... Sadly it life depended on our kind to extant...

ABSOLUTE POWER CORRUPT ABSOLUTELY. We make our own destiny...

HAVE YOU CHOOSE YET?

SELECT WISELY AS ONE OF THEM IS ABOUT TO EXTINCT...

DON'T BEMOAN IF WE LOST ONE OF THEM... 

WE'VE DECIDED.

LOST IN LIBRARY

WELCOME TO THE LIBRARY...

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Library is cold, dull and gloomy...

Yeah, It has all dark places you don't want to encounter...

But you went in it anyway... To search for something you ever wonder...

That's what I think before I enter a vastly hall knowledge of pages...

It has all the books you ever need... 

From historical moments into the realm of fantasy endless journey...

Don't be surprised if you spot one of your childhood lost memories in it 

remembering your mother read it in your bedtime...

There should be light! Vital for the eyes cares...

Library is like a maze... 

You could get lost if you continue lunging without planning your path...

You could entering deeper into the world of silent and spooky...

You could panic and out of breath if you running all the way into oblivion..

Only a shadow remain...

There were definitely people inside but  mostly in stillness...

You know they're in isolation with their eyes fixed into the page as their mind absorbed ...

There's nothing capable of interfering with their deeds even though an elephant's trumpet...

You could disappeared without a traces if you're  too intensely engaged...

People won't notices you as you motionless resemblance as statue and maybe 

even birds resting on your shoulder thinking you as a stiff object.

THE LIBRARIAN

Be careful with this person... They could provided you permission to keep a book  

or given you eternal nightmare if you lost it!

TIPS IN LIBRARY

Be Silent...

Don't talk... Don't ever shout... Crying is prohibited...

This is a solitary place where sound is only permitted inside your brain thinking loudly...

Whispering is favorable way to communicate with other if  necessary...

Don't Run...

This is not a closed circuit... Take your time and walks slowly 

if you need to research for more books...

Walk on toes if can but please wear a convenient footwear 

as platform shoes will make the place tremble...

Behave Well...

Don't slumber till snoring even though your eyes are sleepy after reading for so long...

keep yourself fresh and healthy as coughing is also considered a nuisance 

and spread disease to others...

Don't Eat nor Drink...

It's awkward to see people eating in Library... 

Make sure you are fully before entering the honorable place.

And please don't bring anything to consumed behaving like you're watching t.v at home...

Don't ever ruin a book...EVER...

Torn a page in a book is like ripping your soul of faith...

what do you feel if your thoughts are being messed up by not being able to read 

some part of the content as it had been ripped by irresponsible individual...

My thoughts exactly...

Treat the book well...

A book is like a sacred texts written by the author... 

They really put mind and sweat to literature the transcripts.

Considered the book as your precious assets for future development...

And if you find a book laying on the floor or misplaced... 

Please be gentle and put it back on the shelves... Thank You on behaved...

DON'T JUDGES A BOOK BY IT...

The Book Of Dead... I want to read it... Don't you?

Sometimes a book binding is too ugly to look at... 

A misconception of a mistaken identity make all the benefits fall apart..

Please try formerly acquainted to the method of the author before make any valuation...

No Handphone Allowed...

Yes... You can research anything in googling... 

But you'll wondering off peeking on someone in a short while...

By reading book you can concentrated on one subject without interference from other elements...

And there is no ringtones... Just your heart's beating quietly...

If you like it... Buy it...

If the book become your obsession..

Buy it and bring it home so you can read it many times and sleep hugging it...

Nothing is wrong about doing this behavior... It's understandable...

Library In The Park... It everywhere now... You got no reason to skip reading everytime...

My expedition( I'm really exploring)  into library was totally... 

MIND BLOWN!

The experienced was amazing and all prejudices vanished replaced by miracle of thoughts...

It was never a regrettable choices to visit a place like this... 

It was unfortunate I wasn't discovered it sooner...

It was exhausting, breathtaking to explore,  fascinating domain full of knowledge!

You'll missing a piece of your life if you don't set your footsteps in here...

Modernize Library...

Nowadays visually  libraries are specially constructed for eco-people friendly environment...

Don't be afraid if you get bewildered in it complex structure as the happily librarian will gladly 

guided you and think as all the books as your good companion...

you will not be isolated anymore...

Please be seated... Stretch your legs... And leisure...

I AM SURELY WILL COMES AGAIN! 

NON COMMERCIALS VALUES

Sometimes we need a new varieties for the sake of survival...

 Our dearest things are starting to fade over time...

We look at it and feel  ashamed, hazardous and risky... 

We get rid of it and replaced it with the new, comfortable, trusted brand that we desires...

we have forgotten the old one that give us devotion and service since yesteryear...

But the memories still remain...

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My Toys...

It was created to play forever ... 
With the intention for entertainment and joys... 

We hugged it, we pulled it, rammed it to the wall until the tires split and the eyes gouged out...

Until a new, more fluffy and smooth designs presented to us...

 It was left behind,abandoned and misplaces... Never to be seen again...

Our Old Books...

We read to absorb knowledge...
We read what we passion of whether its about educational,
historical, fantasy or fiction in our freetime or as a hobby...
Eventually the book become dull, the texts faded and the pages torn everywhere...
Why not instead we burned it, we donated it to someplace useful
so the contents still needed and serves for others...

Our Clothes and shoes...

It does not fits anymore...
We wish it to grow up together with us but color getting blunted...
A few unties thread making it loosen and we feel comfortless...
We go window shopping and we saw a new finest one waiting for us to pick it up!

Our Couch...

We enjoyed our family time watching t.v resting on it...
sometimes we spill water and food but it never complains ...
Our cat and dog loves to scratch it... The color fades and the elasticity disappears ...
We just get tired of it ... We need something new and comfortable again to feel relax...

Our Home Appliances...

It working slower and noisy ...
it is still able to work despite the rust but it is no longer practical in our modern home...
A few dented here and there with horrible annoying sound
make us feeling depressed...
Ah!... A new ad's on  t.v ongoing sales! WE GOTTA HAVE IT!

We buy things because we need it... 
We needed it because it demanded our aspects of life...

My bike...

We used to go to school riding it...
Sometimes the chain loses or the tire puncture makes us angry and depressed however
we still rely it ...But when it happen occasionally we're getting hopeless to repair it
and start looking for others as a new replacement ...Nothing last forever, right?

Dad's Car...

Our dad used to drive her to work ...
sent us to school and our mother to the market ...
because her seat was torn and her old oil engine was no longer effective ...
She was still able to move but the world was fast and furious and she's losing her grip...
We got to let her retires... Let her sleep for a little while...

But we needed it to be good, useful, obliged to our required...
What we really aspired it  to be last forever...

Our Dinner...

Take all the foods you want... 
Consumed it all and make you stomach bloat...
The problem arises when the food is left unfinished... And where does it go?
Of course into the rubbish bin eaten by maggots and other desperate animals...
At least we prayed thanks to God for the blessfully meals we received everyday...

Our Homes...

home sweet home... my home is my paradise... 
When we first look at it we're astonished of it beauty and crafty design...
But now it's getting dull... The paint job has begun to corroded...
The wall is cracking and doors's squeaking mad... The electricity and the water supply
already not functioned properly inviting it to be demolished to the ground...

Be grateful for what we have... Not what we don't have...

Our Park...

In the morning or in the evening we used to visited this place to exercise
and to relieve ourselves after working hours...
We used the workout equipment to stretch out, burn calories, to get fit until we sweats our way out...
after being used everyday by all kinds of people ... of course it starts to loose and tangles...
Even if it is serviced and well taken care of it will definitely be damaged ...
Should it be replaced by a new one or left  abandoned?

Our pets...

We adopted it since it was small...
We watched it growth, feed it, watch them play and disturb whether we are sad or happy ...
Time goes by and it's getting lazy and weak... We still need to caress and it treat
even if it is not able to give more... So we choose a new birth...
It gives us a new attention but it couldn't keep up the good feelings and same memories alive.

We...

We're getting old too... 
Do we need to gather together in one place and recall the old stories?
We laugh, we talk about family tradition even if it's ignored...
And we're still hoping for a better cares even our life's fulfill?
We have fun, we have gratitude,
But we know somehow, somewhere we left our heart empty inside...

Our World...

Our Earth is old... 
Ages more than 4 billions years but still spinning despite all the conflicts...
The ground is parting and cracking everywhere...
The wind blows vigorously and the water keep on rising...
Another impact by meteor and that was it...
Are we ready yet and prepare for the consequences?
Or are we still waiting to the end?...

We don't throw it away if it useful to us for long period of time...
Less disposal items make the world much purities?
What if we  produces something that can be considered as a lifetime's guarantees...
Anyone willing to accepted the challenges?

Anyone?...