THE PURPOSES OF LIFE

How long I've been quiet?... Since the Lockdown all over the country 

I've been doing nothing much except for my homeschool work 

apart from basic need such as eat and sleep...

(Credits images & soundtracks from various E-sources)

The clock's ticking... 

Stranded in my home for about a year now from my boarding school 

teach me a bout a lesson in life about commitments...

Wake up in the morning at 7.00 A.M sometimes I missed my Subhi prayer...

Checking out my handphone for any news from my friends far away and E-mails

about new assigments from my class from home school...

After that I opened my personal laptop (given to me after much agreements)

At first I used it to ease me doing on school's assignment,

to help me study, searching for material in Internet...

And then I've slowly becomed straying... 

10 A.M...

I've discovered a lot of things...

You can't imagined how much knowledges I've founded in it...

It's not only helped me with informations, 

in fact amusements without boundaries...

One of my favorite's watching Anime... 

And it's a lot of them... Free to explore...

I've reaching 760 episodes of One Piece streaming it online...

I'd watched so much to that I can't quit it now...

12.00.P.M

It's time I take a late bath although I know it's lack of discipline...

Since the quarantine I;ve been introduced by an online game called 

ROBLOX...

It's an online community games with a lot of avatar to choose from...

And it's eventually send me to the alternate world without border... 

Why is this lego-like game changing my teen-life to anxieties?

I'll show you...

2.00 P.M

I can't stop playing it... Everytime I pass it direct me to the next level...

It showed me a new devices, a new fabulous customes, 

a new magical era, a new enchanted domain yet to strike...

POWER AND CONQUER!

4.00 P.M

I've played for about 4 hours now?... And it's still miles to go...

Did I ate my breakfast? Did I brushed my teeths?

It's pastime for lunch now but I'm still going...

I DON'T WANT TO MISS A THING!

6.00 P.M

AAARRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!

ROBLOX IS 'KILLING' ME!

8.00 P.M

I'm still keep going... No matter what, no matter how,

I've got to finish this level...

My mom's starting to shout...

My parent getting fed up reminding me...

Did I missed again my maghrib prayer?

I can't remember... What I know is...

I've got to keep going... There's so much to do!

10.00 P.M

It's getting hard to concentrate... 

My mind's mingling with routes and options...

My homeworks's getting a bundles unfinished but I'm just didn't cares...

My stomach's growling... Have I eaten my dinner? 

But the game's getting intense in every minutes... 

What's left of me?... Skin and bones?...

Would I turning... into a Zombi?

12.00 A.M

Head's getting dizzy, Eyes getting sleepy...

All my fingers aches to retire... But my brain said otherwise...

Should I move on the neverending battle? Or should I laid to rest?...

My back's killing me... I've choosen the painful path in a useless universe...

I've messed up for real...

2.00 A.M

WHAT?! It's early morning already?!

But I've just succeeded finished the levels *&*&%$# 

after repeated playing it for the +100th times...

Emotional distress got into me so I close my reddish eyes...

This time I never regain conscious...

Totally shutdown for good...

It's raining outside... I woke up shiver and confused...

As the laptop still operating with the game still on...

My hand shaking as my brain generating to moves on...

I question my sanity which one do I prefer... 

What time is it?...

Once again I ask myself...

WHAT'S THE PURPOSE IN LIFE?

Was it all about emotions or obligation?

Do we get the right to choose our path?

Having fun and glory till the end?... 

Or work for gains to live?...

And the cycle continues...

SLEEP TOO...

Dear child.... 

It's been a long day since you took a rest....

Please consider this as a word of advice

before your travel begin...

(Credits pictures from various E-sources)

To the other side... It's a  beautiful place where

there is no pain, no dismay, no restriction...

Our destiny is awaiting...

The path we thru is for reasons...

In there you'll find happiness, enjoyment... and love...

Where you could never be found it here... 

Hatred and greediness collided that created downfall...

We've selected the wrong orders...

Nothing is left to be remembered...

Let's get out from this torment ground!

Why's the world spinning that way?

You may ask.... But the answer repeat itself...

We never learn from history and knowledge we past...

We just mourns... And regret but never be a lesson...

Sleep now my child and dream...

As I was told this is our final journey...

Watch the stars for the last time..

Listen to the waves breaking the shore..

Breathes the air a little bit more...

Embraces this little moment before we go...

Did you see the light?

Is it shining brightly blinding you?

Or is it reflecting your future upon you?

Right now this is better home for you...

A magical place and there's no others...

Don't be afraid my dear child...

You're not hallucinating my tiddler...

You've been chosen to be among the rest...

Fortunately in a land of peace and harmony...

Don't you open your eyes since it only bring you misery...

Never wake up again and feeling scares...

Heart and soul spirited quietly...

You will be alive in this place...

Forever and ever will be...

Don't you ever cry dear child...

Because it mean nothing to them...

It's over... The hope that we believe in...

Say good bye to the cruel world...

Reality hurt to continue...

Let us forgive for what they had done...

Don't be sad... wipe out your tears...

Don't be concerned of a little fear...

Let us build the world we dreamed of...

And live happily ever after...

Let go home... 

Good bye my child...

REST IN PEACE...

THE RIVER CRUISE... ARRR!AARR! (DOING THE PIRATE'S TALK)

AHOY!

HOWDY ARR!ARR!

Suddenly I'm in the urged for adventure by vessel after watching a cartoon show 

that influenced me to travel in elegance and dash!

As a LANDLUBBER I need something extravaganza to keep me GO ON THE ACCOUNT...

Jack and the pirate

This cartoon got me the inspiration to cruise with style!

Hmmm... What should I'm looking for, a treasure? Davy Jones's locker?

Or maybe some sunken ships thousands of years ago waiting to be discover...

Captain Jack Sparrow

The handsome, slick, most dirtiest pirate of them all!

The docking center...

This river's good enough for me... I  FATHOM  it should be deep enough to set sail...

YO!HO!HO!  Raise the mainsail  and let the anchor go!

AYE!AYE!! CAPTAIN!

THAT THE SPIRIT! So my little brother respond excited as I'm acting SQUIFFY all the way...

Our journey began at dusk with intention seeking for fortune...

I'm a now a BUCCANEER and I need alot of BOOTY!

not just some BLUNT or COB but full of DOUBLOON!

Perhaps I should add an extra passengers  that I need as a SPROGS...

Join me MATEY! as we jaunt beyond the land!

This river has been developed as a tourist centre in the city of STRAIT OF MALLACA ...

Many hundred of years ago this stream used to be a business centre for merchant colony...

They traded, they barter, they bringing along indigenous culture 

and custom propagated religion for the believers...

It grew to become known all over Asia until conflicts after another eventually destroy 

an industry that was once a luxury ...

Me at the row eating some BURGOO...

But yet it's still here... Still manage to preserve it tradition for the next century...

And I'm arrive to conquer(not!) but to observe its priority...

SHIMMER ME TIMBER!

AVAST! Suddenly the boat's controller show us something intimidating!

A slimy creature slumbering at the river's wall..

I wish it was a SCALLYWAG that I can embed under the BILGE RAT!

lizard at the river wall...

Is this what Captain Hook afraid off? 

Why not cooked it into SALMAGUNDI

or POOR JOHN for some flavour? YUCKY!

Me now at the GALLEY of the boat eating some TOOTH ROT...

As the dark rises... We came across a village of light... 

Those peoples live in blazing hot spotlights and colourful bulbs...

A beautiful scenery of traditional settlement mixed with modern architectural...

WATCH YOUR DEADLIGHTS UP AHEAD AS  WE SHOULD NOT BE MAROON!

As a CAP'N of the boat I need to act SMARTLY to keep ME HEARTIES... 

LOOKOUT my BUCKO as I warned them of any SQUADRON which may settles...

Our course finally reach the end and we docked from the boat that gives me 

the honour as the JACK with no JOLLY ROGER but sanctioned myself as a PRIVATEER!

YO-HO-HO!

 now I can laugh like a true SEA DAWG!

ULTRAMAN MEBIUS... I'VE GOT A PROBLEM ABOUT YOU!

Dear  ULTRAMAN MEBIUS...

To be honest this is not the first time I'm citing about you...

View this as an admiration from one of your ardent fan...

My instinct raises admiralty inquiries about your behaviour and authority...

Every time I saw you show up and fight with the evil monsters 

I'm became worried and wondered how, if possible to help you ...

But in reality you'll always be remembered and appreciate all the time...

For surely your standard weakness will find an answer and the best solution...

Here it's some of my thought about your reputation in dispute should be responded by you...

(Credited pictures form various links)

YOUR ORIGIN...
You come from the 'Land of Light'... Or the Planet Ultra as you recited...
Your kind of people are known for justices and strong senses of compassion for other living being...
So your destined to assist and fight evil intruders attend to destroy any frailly planets... 
Myh question is... Why's it our planet been chosen?... why it's not an isolated planet?
Would it be easy fighting in barren land?... Well... At least we've got insurances...

What with 3 minutes countdown?

You said it because of the pollution that's effected you lung and breathing?

We're sorry for the discomfort because we're only human...

We aren't perfect because as to move forward, something must be affected...

This inconveniences would be overcome someday...

As we keep on learning to be improves for the future...

Where did you learn martial-art?

The way you fight... High kicking, somersaults, karate-chop and anything

else possible to bring the monster down and it was so intense...

May I know where did you graduated your mastery from?...

Because I'm in class still learning the basic rules...

If I could be better or equally like you I'll appreciate it with thank you very much!

YOUR POWERS...

Your could fires, zap,  slice and  dices the evil mockery monster into oblivion...

When you crossed your hands a sudden burst of energy built -up and you blast away!

Whether the monster exploded or turned into sprinkler dust we know it was over...

After all the event safe and secured your leave and you can even fly away!

Sometime I wonder why don't you just zapped the monster at the beginning of the fight?...

Why 30 meters tall?

Okay,okay this is a humble question...

You're so gigantic you can see the circle of the earth's surface...

Maybe it was your diet or clean living make you the way you are...

They said 'THE BIGGER THEY ARE... THE HARDER THEY FALL' 

But we don't mind because we know you could never stepped on us being running around...

THE MONSTERS...

'They' come from the diverse galaxies to destroy the Earth ...

And then so are you as our protector to prevent it all from happening...

From various shapes and monstrous figures they bring along destruction and fear to us all...

Yet you're still directly fighting them with full of bravery and courageous...

One last thing about this subject if I may ask...

WHERE'S THE FAMOUS GODZILLA?...

Errr... Your mouth?

Where is it? I could hear sound coming from your sealed mouth

as I was looking for the hole that utter the word SHUATT!

or HEYAAPP!! or something like that but I riddle from where it is spoken...

Sometime your did speak politely as given our hero the best advise

maybe in a dream or in flatliner that only you know how...

And don't let us talk about the light in your eyes...?

The suit...

It's supposed to be a jumpsuit right?

With the gold lining and red or blue covered it all as a protectives against bad energy...

Sometimes I did see the zip behind but that's okay because I think 

there's the times when you need to wash it or  cooling off...

It's hot inside it isn't it?

WHY JAPAN?...
It's the  land of the rising sun...
This's the country for best manufacturer of sport cars and sassy gadgets...
But why's it's constantly attack by the despicable monsters?....
Isn't it enough that the natural disaster of tsunami and earthquake
plundered the city enhanced with a relentless attack by the freakish giant...
Maybe you should bring it international? Or is it your choice?

YOUR FRIENDS...

Friend in need is a friend indeed...
No matter how bold you're a slick attack still could bring you down...
In that situation only your truly friends can help you to bail you out...
How fortunates you're if you have a friend who is willing to sacrifice for you...
So treat your friends as your own family for life or death...
Beside... What friends are for?

YOUR HUMAN FORM...
Myth had said it... When people's dying... They get to see 'the light'...
But this guy... He sees you... An agreement was made and you used his body
as a substituted living on earth... That's good thou as you can learn and mimic 
human's  attitudes or mixing their hairs in many assorted ways...
By the by it's an excellent adventure mingled with the fraction mind...

FIGHT AMONG BROTHER...
 I know sibling rivalry is a common family's feud...
But by doing it public is bad for civil reputation...
Speakup  or tolerance between fellow brother in the event of any conflict ...
We don't want you disagree amongst family turned into as a usual issue...
Because if you're in trouble yours family'll always be there...

ULTRAMAN FAMILY
I LOVED it when all your family united together...
It's like one close relationship remained eternally...
Family stronghold lies in the bonds of love and passion for mutual...
Your ruler's indeed  a suitable and credible leader as the brave warrior you could ever have ...
and uh... About your father's horn...?

YOUR MORAL SUPPORT...
Who's cry for you, screaming to give your morale benefit...
Willing to help even helplessly powerless...
That's us... Children of tomorrow... We're innocent...
We're fragile, easily beat but we got courages, determination and gutsy...
So please don't be shy for our assistance... We're borne to be valiant...

And finally... But not least..
THE DANCE...

This's the evidence that I caught you promoting your merchandises...?
i won't discuss about how did you turned into human form size but
the series of gestures that I'm suspicious about...
Was it really necessary to propose such motions before doing some action?
Or is it your warm-up impression? So for whatever you do, or what you want to do,

YOU'RE STILL MY FAVORITE HERO!

BEING A SUPERHERO... THE CHRONICLES OF ME...

I was always wondered... What if I got shot by an asteroid, and turn into a living idol?

Or an experiment gone wrong and deformed me into a superior creature...

What if I was  gifted with a supernatural power borne as a mutant...

What if I'd originate from different planet, transported here in a cramped spaceship

landed and crashed; raised by a oddly couple and destined to be the protector of the Earth?

What Should I become ?

What would I hopes for benefit?... What should I be?

(Credits pictures from fictional characters created from major comic publishers)

Yes... I got an 'S' on my chest...

Faster than a speeding bullet, able to leap skyhigh in a single bound,

heat vision, strength of a mountain, body of steel, yeah...

My sourced of energies come from the sunlight!

I was selected as a government's experimental serum that altered me into super soldier...

With a brand new status I was assigned  to be patriotic and poetic justices...

To serves for public trust and protect the innocent,

As a  moon and a star spangled banner I was symbolize as a country's champion!

A dark tragedy happened in my life and turned me Vigilante...

I've trained for propose to fight crimes and evil entity...

The problem is... I'm scared of the dark!

A awry experiment gone wrong and a lightning strike turned me into living speed runner...

As I run the Earth and time ceased fermenting into static animation

My main vulnerability is had to buy a bundles of running shoes!

What if I get smaller and converge with the microscopic world...
I could travel into innerspace of our genes and observing the organisms...
I'm competent  to fight the cancer cell or any killer virus that invade our body...
I should be called Dr. Health for my particle enzyme power!

I want to be a brilliant scientist trying to saviour the World...

Accidently while playing with radioactives I got exposed by gamma ray...

and deformed into a monstrous being whenever I get angry! 

I should watch my manner and attitudes from now on...

If I'm a  genius with a lot of wealth what should I build?

A titanium armour for my command and scientific discovery?

A playboy mansion to live in and of course accompany by a lot of gorgeous women!

Maybe I should stick my intelligent for the world to make it more secure and peaceful...

I was gifted with a special ring to serves as a preserver...
With this ring I could level a building with a single thought...
It's mind over matter of what you wish come true...
And I wish for World's peace and united freedom... Can I do that?

What if a bug bite me and turned me into extraordinary person?

I can cling to wall and swing from structure to structure with no hassle...

With this ability I should try-out for basketball tournament or maybe cliffhanging?

Hopefully I'm not hooked for swallowing insects!

What a minute? Do I need a custom?

How about wearing a spandex with an underwear on?

Should I wear it with a cape,a mask with a pointy ears?

What about the design and colouration?

Should it be primary colors or dark shades to potrays a message?

What if I rooted from earth composed with the mother nature?

I could planted a forest  on the desert and sprout fruits for the hungers...

I'll turn any waste land  into green landscapes...

From now on I shall eat alot of veges' to turn out like that!

What if I was raised by the monkeys?... Build and muscular hanging form trees to trees,

eating fruit and juices everyday whilst guarding the nature...

All the animals saluting me whereas I only need to wear a minimal clothes...

How about I was born as a cat? Or man-cat for instant?

Roar whenever I get into battle with other felines,

Meow satisfactory after I sip a cup of milk...

Living lavishly just waiting for nap time...

I was chosen to be the guardian of the universe?

Ability to travel from galaxies to nebula in instant...

Experienced the burst of a supernova and awaken by the birth of the black hole...

With my trusty ol's surfboard I journey beyond the humankind...

Right now... The Earth need protection and judgment from the humanity itself...

What if I was chosen as the Earth's defender and sentinel...

No more waste and senseless decimation...

I was intend not to be as a worshiped but as for an adviser...

because all the powers IS YOURS!

Should I become famous what should I represent?

Should I pretend a double-life to protect my personality and my beloves family?

Should I to prepared myself mentally and pysical ?

There's so much at stake if I make a wrong purpose...

Being a superhuman is not an relaxing issue...

What's my motto will be?

AND JUSTICES FOR ALL? 

TOLERANCES AND PLEASURE HAS NO BOUND? or

TO SERVES AND PROTECT ALL THE HELPLESS?

Being a superhero... Is not mean for me...

It's just one of my vivid imagination before I reach adulthood...

Hmmm... Look like I got a duty to consider...

Because this is the job for...

SYABAT!

JUST AND PROTECTOR!

Remember me... Remember my name!...