BEING A SUPERHERO... THE CHRONICLES OF ME...

I was always wondered... What if I got shot by an asteroid, and turn into a living idol?

Or an experiment gone wrong and deformed me into a superior creature...

What if I was  gifted with a supernatural power borne as a mutant...

What if I'd originate from different planet, transported here in a cramped spaceship

landed and crashed; raised by a oddly couple and destined to be the protector of the Earth?

What Should I become ?

What would I hopes for benefit?... What should I be?

(Credits pictures from fictional characters created from major comic publishers)

Yes... I got an 'S' on my chest...

Faster than a speeding bullet, able to leap skyhigh in a single bound,

heat vision, strength of a mountain, body of steel, yeah...

My sourced of energies come from the sunlight!

I was selected as a government's experimental serum that altered me into super soldier...

With a brand new status I was assigned  to be patriotic and poetic justices...

To serves for public trust and protect the innocent,

As a  moon and a star spangled banner I was symbolize as a country's champion!

A dark tragedy happened in my life and turned me Vigilante...

I've trained for propose to fight crimes and evil entity...

The problem is... I'm scared of the dark!

A awry experiment gone wrong and a lightning strike turned me into living speed runner...

As I run the Earth and time ceased fermenting into static animation

My main vulnerability is had to buy a bundles of running shoes!

What if I get smaller and converge with the microscopic world...
I could travel into innerspace of our genes and observing the organisms...
I'm competent  to fight the cancer cell or any killer virus that invade our body...
I should be called Dr. Health for my particle enzyme power!

I want to be a brilliant scientist trying to saviour the World...

Accidently while playing with radioactives I got exposed by gamma ray...

and deformed into a monstrous being whenever I get angry! 

I should watch my manner and attitudes from now on...

If I'm a  genius with a lot of wealth what should I build?

A titanium armour for my command and scientific discovery?

A playboy mansion to live in and of course accompany by a lot of gorgeous women!

Maybe I should stick my intelligent for the world to make it more secure and peaceful...

I was gifted with a special ring to serves as a preserver...
With this ring I could level a building with a single thought...
It's mind over matter of what you wish come true...
And I wish for World's peace and united freedom... Can I do that?

What if a bug bite me and turned me into extraordinary person?

I can cling to wall and swing from structure to structure with no hassle...

With this ability I should try-out for basketball tournament or maybe cliffhanging?

Hopefully I'm not hooked for swallowing insects!

What a minute? Do I need a custom?

How about wearing a spandex with an underwear on?

Should I wear it with a cape,a mask with a pointy ears?

What about the design and colouration?

Should it be primary colors or dark shades to potrays a message?

What if I rooted from earth composed with the mother nature?

I could planted a forest  on the desert and sprout fruits for the hungers...

I'll turn any waste land  into green landscapes...

From now on I shall eat alot of veges' to turn out like that!

What if I was raised by the monkeys?... Build and muscular hanging form trees to trees,

eating fruit and juices everyday whilst guarding the nature...

All the animals saluting me whereas I only need to wear a minimal clothes...

How about I was born as a cat? Or man-cat for instant?

Roar whenever I get into battle with other felines,

Meow satisfactory after I sip a cup of milk...

Living lavishly just waiting for nap time...

I was chosen to be the guardian of the universe?

Ability to travel from galaxies to nebula in instant...

Experienced the burst of a supernova and awaken by the birth of the black hole...

With my trusty ol's surfboard I journey beyond the humankind...

Right now... The Earth need protection and judgment from the humanity itself...

What if I was chosen as the Earth's defender and sentinel...

No more waste and senseless decimation...

I was intend not to be as a worshiped but as for an adviser...

because all the powers IS YOURS!

Should I become famous what should I represent?

Should I pretend a double-life to protect my personality and my beloves family?

Should I to prepared myself mentally and pysical ?

There's so much at stake if I make a wrong purpose...

Being a superhuman is not an relaxing issue...

What's my motto will be?

AND JUSTICES FOR ALL? 

TOLERANCES AND PLEASURE HAS NO BOUND? or

TO SERVES AND PROTECT ALL THE HELPLESS?

Being a superhero... Is not mean for me...

It's just one of my vivid imagination before I reach adulthood...

Hmmm... Look like I got a duty to consider...

Because this is the job for...

SYABAT!

JUST AND PROTECTOR!

Remember me... Remember my name!...

THE SOLITARY FUN-FAIR

Bukit Jalil's Parking Lot Stadium

Syahmar's diary...

It was a mild evening day... The clouds bestowed slowly as if the time stand still...

We'd just finished visiting an autoshow event an about to return to home

as we noticed something that attract our attention while travelling back...

Without further delay we take unexpected turn and inspecting there...

A bunch of question keep popping in our mind for how long it has been there? Is it for real or a vivid

of our imagination looking for light entertainment as we dare to enter the scenery...

Stood inside the parking lot a quiet amusement area as though been neglected by societies and only

us foreseen the desolated carnival and favour of guilty pleasure we tempted ourselves in...

There are some worker appeared strange and curious watching us arrives and after much casual greeting

we choose what we want to ride first but of course the cho-cho train...

Around and around we goes... When will it end nobody knows...

A nostalgic era bring to you on a fast lane...

Me and my mom... Thinking about bringing her safe and secure...

Fasten your seatbelt mom! It's a wild ride and bumpy journey home...

Heli ride with my brother...
Since I don't  have the licence yet it was him controlled
the joystick while I enjoying the view...

The Ponies Express... But today none delivered...

If you wish to mail something come on over here and 

satisfy our own special delivery services!

A stalled car-train... What's the point

if it left idle without accompanying by the token of loves?

 A space travel that won't take off...

The countdown already announced...

But no pilots attended the departure...

 A sad lonely bear...
Sitting there waiting for someone to lift it up...
Or perhaps just a hug to keep the coldness away...

Another abandoned space program...

Don't let it turn dusty and rust neglecting to repair...

Let us together aspire to travel beyond imaginary...

An elephant's tales...

If you want to grab this flabby, fluffy, trunkies

toys you have to exchange it by the will of luck...

So much hanging to bears... 

Please bring them home and put it beside your bed...

Don't forget to bring along a protruding rubber duckies...

A close-up showing such a happy facial expression...

But in their heart nobody knows how much isolated they've to bear...

  Not a living soul visible...
Was it worth watching t.v or playing videos all day
than socialise in a merry event?

I walk seeking for fun and pleasure...

Yet I aware that without companies not much to celebrate...

The atmosphere become deaden and confusing to appreciate...

I become nervous as I learn more...

My walk become slower... 

Experiencing marooned and isolated 

if it was a mistake to come here.. I feel disappointed...
So much for finding joy in this hopeful evening...

My path about to reach it end... It's getting dusky as we're not allowed

to roam any further... Thank you for the entertainment we received...

As we leave I'm thinking about this short poetry that keep flashing in my mind...

It goes on like this...

So there it was a little carnival,
seeking for fun and pleasure,
Riding the ponies or shooting to the moon,
Celebrate the jamboree with the open heart,

Much hopes and glory depend upon,
A solitary of fun never get affected,
If you wish for a grant sensation,
Be happy for what you thank for,

Inviting all to come and rejoices,
Try your luck and ponder the excitement,
So attend and jubilate the event with great expectation,
But there was nobody's at home...