How long I've been quiet?... Since the Lockdown all over the country
I've been doing nothing much except for my homeschool work
apart from basic need such as eat and sleep...
(Credits images & soundtracks from various E-sources)
The clock's ticking...
Stranded in my home for about a year now from my boarding school
teach me a bout a lesson in life about commitments...
Wake up in the morning at 7.00 A.M sometimes I missed my Subhi prayer...
Checking out my handphone for any news from my friends far away and E-mails
about new assigments from my class from home school...
After that I opened my personal laptop (given to me after much agreements)
At first I used it to ease me doing on school's assignment,
to help me study, searching for material in Internet...
And then I've slowly becomed straying...
10 A.M...
I've discovered a lot of things...
You can't imagined how much knowledges I've founded in it...
It's not only helped me with informations,
in fact amusements without boundaries...
One of my favorite's watching Anime...
And it's a lot of them... Free to explore...
I've reaching 760 episodes of One Piece streaming it online...
I'd watched so much to that I can't quit it now...
12.00.P.M
It's time I take a late bath although I know it's lack of discipline...
Since the quarantine I;ve been introduced by an online game called
ROBLOX...
It's an online community games with a lot of avatar to choose from...
And it's eventually send me to the alternate world without border...
Why is this lego-like game changing my teen-life to anxieties?
I'll show you...
2.00 P.M
I can't stop playing it... Everytime I pass it direct me to the next level...
It showed me a new devices, a new fabulous customes,
a new magical era, a new enchanted domain yet to strike...
POWER AND CONQUER!
4.00 P.M
I've played for about 4 hours now?... And it's still miles to go...
Did I ate my breakfast? Did I brushed my teeths?
It's pastime for lunch now but I'm still going...
I DON'T WANT TO MISS A THING!
6.00 P.M
AAARRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!
ROBLOX IS 'KILLING' ME!
8.00 P.M
I've got to finish this level...
My mom's starting to shout...
My parent getting fed up reminding me...
Did I missed again my maghrib prayer?
I can't remember... What I know is...
I've got to keep going... There's so much to do!
10.00 P.M
It's getting hard to concentrate...
My mind's mingling with routes and options...
My stomach's growling... Have I eaten my dinner?
But the game's getting intense in every minutes...
What's left of me?... Skin and bones?...
Would I turning... into a Zombi?
12.00 A.M
Head's getting dizzy, Eyes getting sleepy...
All my fingers aches to retire... But my brain said otherwise...
Should I move on the neverending battle? Or should I laid to rest?...
My back's killing me... I've choosen the painful path in a useless universe...
I've messed up for real...
2.00 A.M
WHAT?! It's early morning already?!
But I've just succeeded finished the levels *&*&%$#
after repeated playing it for the +100th times...
Emotional distress got into me so I close my reddish eyes...
This time I never regain conscious...
Totally shutdown for good...
It's raining outside... I woke up shiver and confused...
As the laptop still operating with the game still on...
My hand shaking as my brain generating to moves on...
I question my sanity which one do I prefer...
What time is it?...
Once again I ask myself...
WHAT'S THE PURPOSE IN LIFE?
Was it all about emotions or obligation?
Do we get the right to choose our path?
Having fun and glory till the end?...
Or work for gains to live?...
And the cycle continues...
